Eternally Yours · Generation 4

Chapter 4.24

Note from SweetPoyzin: language and tears.

Even though things were going really well for Violet and I, there was still some unpleasant business that I needed to deal with.

I had yet to visit Oscar since I returned home.  Honestly, I never specifically told him I was pregnant.  I had no idea where he was living or what he was doing.  Unfortunately, in such a small town he knew every juicy detail before I was gone for even 24 hours.

I knew I was going to need to deal with this sooner or later and while I preferred to never deal with it, I decided to just get it over with.  I asked him to meet me at some farm themed bar because why the fuck not?  I just wanted to be done with this mess so I was beyond caring.

It was an awkward meeting to say the least.  It had been over a year since prom and nearly as long since I started ignoring Oscar.  Those first few moments were tense.  Finally, I asked him to sit down.

I filled the poor guy in on all the sordid details.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”  I could see how hurt he was.

“I don’t know, Oscar.  I mean, I didn’t even tell my mom and dad.  It wasn’t personal.  I just was in over my head and didn’t know how to fix it.”

We sat in silence for another 10 minutes.

“A daughter?  Wow.”  He closed his eyes and I could see the gears turning in his head as he imagined everything she might be.

“Oscar?  Do you — do you want to meet her?”

“I’m assuming this is goodbye.”

We cried and hugged.  It was goodbye.  We both knew it had to be.  So much had changed and there was no going back to the way we used to be.

“Where are you going to go, Oscar?”  I was trying to break the silence of our drive to my place.

“I don’t know.  I think I’ll just change back.”

“Oh.”  We drove the rest of the way in more uneasy silence.

“You know I still love you?”

“Now is not the time, Oscar.”  I was near tears as it was.  This was not the conversation we needed to have.

“I’d do anything for you, Dani.  Anything.”

“Then you know what you need to do.  Do you want to hold her first?”

“Of course I do.”  While Oscar held Violet I took some photos.  Even though our relationship was ending I wanted Violet to know that he did care and this was all my fault.

Oscar stayed and held Beanie for hours.  It was dark by the time he was ready to put her down.  Finally, it was time to let go.

He kissed Vi one last time, and changed back into the toy I had loved so many years ago.

I swear Grandpa Garrett has a sixth sense.  He showed up and insisted that I eat.  He made hot dogs, in the microwave no less, and then watched me carefully to ensure I ate two.  Crazy old man.

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10 thoughts on “Chapter 4.24

    1. Thank you! I thought about that one long and hard because I wasn’t sure if I wanted Dani to try and work it out with Oscar. In the long run though I knew it would not work out and I just couldn’t write myself into the same corner that I did with Penny and Xander.

  1. Poor guy. I hope Violet doesn’t grow up resenting Dani and that she gets over having to deal with the hard stuff, because she is going to have to tell Violet all about her daddy.

    1. I’m sure they will be able to talk it out. I foresee a strong bond between mother and daughter. But who knows what the game will throw at me in those lines.

  2. Wow! I had no idea he could just “turn back”. Is that the “owner’s” prerogative?? That is really sad! I thought he had moved on and was with someone else. I don’t know exactly where I got that impression, but anyway, his becoming an invisible friend again really surprised me!! The “who is my dad” conversation should be very interesting!!! Geesh…poor Dani, and yes, poor Oscar, too!! =(

    1. I had no idea they could turn back either but apparently all IFs can turn back into their toy form. However, it’s not the actual sit on the floor toy, they still show up on the profile panel on the side in their human form (so still human). More drastic matters had to be taken to fully remove Oscar from the picture, hence Garrett to the rescue again. BANISHMENT!

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